Confidence.Saturday, May 14, 2011 Today was pretty hectic, but I got through it. I had to help assist at a wedding today. I left bright and early so that I could get there early.. but I ended up going to the wrong church. I did a lot of driving around, but I did end up finding the place. My job may seem pretty and fun, but it takes confidence and patience. I'm not use to driving around in the city like most people so I pretty much have to rely on my GPS. While I was at the wedding I noticed how beautiful the bride and the bridesmaids looked. They were all tall and glowing. Me being short with barely there boobs, I feel like I'm still a sixteen year old and some people actually think I am. I'm 5'2 and I've been this way for a couple years now. I'm pretty sure I'm done growing, unfortunately. No matter much I wish to have longer legs, it's not going to happen. It's a terrible habit of mine and that's something I need to work on getting over. I love being who I am. I just need to get rid of this envy. I've suffered from jealousy ever since I was a young girl. I was always so stick thin and short. I was made fun of all through school. I realized that all of that has made me a stronger person and who I am today. So instead of wishing for taller legs and bigger breasts, I'm going to embrace my size.
Perhaps looking like a sixteen year old is more of a compliment. I guess I'm just extremely youthful. I do admit that wearing heels make me a lot more confident because they give me a bit of a boost, but I'm trying to get the same feeling out of just wearing flats. Even though heels are flattering, they're a pain to walk in. If only they weren't.. I'd wear them 24/7. The point is though, love who you are. There's only one of you in the world, strut it.
And just a little late update, this song is just too cute. I can't stop listening to it. If you haven't already, listen to Lisa Mitchell's album "Wonder". It's too great for words.